Finding Time to Write
"When I write, I feel like an armless, legless man with a crayon in my mouth." - Kurt Vonnegut
Here I am staring at a blank page with 4 crumbled pieces of paper scattered across the room. Each piece of paper has a few lines written here, few lines there. Majority of the time I sit and write in a notebook and transfer everything to a computer, then I have someone edit my pour grammatical errors before publishing it to the website for viewers to see.
It has been a steep learning curve for me. I wasnt good at english in school or college for that matter and here I am trying to write and share my experiences. Some days I sit for hours, with my room looking like batting practice from a baseball team. Still I fight and sit until I find my way out of this crossroad I've been sitting at.
Why am I writing this? Maybe to justify why coming soon is the current trend on the website, more importantly its to understand my struggles and work on them. I need to make sure what I write is of value and keeps the reader engaged.
I need to find the discipline to move forward. If i dont feel inspired, or don't know how to start or continue what Im writing, its having that internal discussion with myself to find my way out of this block. This has been a steep learning curve indeed.